Well today isnt all that bad its been pretty decent. and yesterday went pretty good,I ended up going over to a friends house and getting drunk, nothing like good ol Budweiser to kill pain now is there but me and Sarah my "gf" are doing good now. we just both were having very very bad days but now everything is better all thanks to her and Budweiser (P.S im nto sure if thats how its even spelled) but now that everything is doing better i must thank everyone who helped including Sarah. she was amazing through out it all and i lover her so much